An Experiment in Self-Loathing

This wasted flesh in hate enmeshed.

Lost in searching (in hopelessness crushing).

Begging for meaning, from eternal youth weaning.


Where to turn for blessed peace?

How to make this failure cease?


So much to give.

A life less lived.

So much hope lost

At so painful a cost.



7/03

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